*doesn't say anything to that. turns around and continues walking to the shelves where the books go. starting to put the ones he has away once he gets there.*
I understand why you did it, just as I know you understand why I had hoped you would not have. I thought, perhaps... No, it is not important. Regardless, you know what I am going to ask you next. You have not told him the rest of what I told you, but will you?
I don't know which part of that you are talking about, but from that change in tone I will assume you think I am trying to trick you. I thought perhaps you had let something drop to Malik in conversation. When he came to see me I was not sure if he was trying to foster a better relationship or feel me out for himself. Either could have been the case. I did not, however, think you would have told him that, at least not so specifically.
You still do not believe me. I tried and failed--miserably--to apologize while you were in the hospital. While I appreciate that we have been able to interact on a more normal level, some things require a formal act.
slams that last book in hard, leaving his hand on its spine when he turns to look at Shaun.*
I know what the difference is! You are the one who does not understand. I have been raised my entire life to learn the system and how to work within it. Even knowing that you are working for an opposing side every word I have ever said to you here has been true to the best of my knowledge. I doubt I could say the same thing about you.
I refrained from asking you to divulge the secret machinations of your organization while you were delirious, even though you were very willing to start heading in that direction. I made the effort to contact you in a form you would find more manageable after you were wounded, even though doing so meant exposing myself. Do not dare to tell me that I do not understand these things, Shaun! I know these rules very well and I know that I have been breaking them. All I ask in return is that you do not let what I tell you go beyond the two of us! I am taking enough of a risk as it is!
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Would you mind helping me with these? I do not want to get them confused.
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Yeah I can do that, but Cesare...
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Malik had some reservations about you, so I had to reassure him...
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What did you say?
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-But I didn't go into the rest of your goals.
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I don't see any reason to right now, but what was that little, unimportant detail?
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You think I was lying to you?
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I wasn't.
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slams that last book in hard, leaving his hand on its spine when he turns to look at Shaun.*
I know what the difference is! You are the one who does not understand. I have been raised my entire life to learn the system and how to work within it. Even knowing that you are working for an opposing side every word I have ever said to you here has been true to the best of my knowledge. I doubt I could say the same thing about you.
I refrained from asking you to divulge the secret machinations of your organization while you were delirious, even though you were very willing to start heading in that direction. I made the effort to contact you in a form you would find more manageable after you were wounded, even though doing so meant exposing myself. Do not dare to tell me that I do not understand these things, Shaun! I know these rules very well and I know that I have been breaking them. All I ask in return is that you do not let what I tell you go beyond the two of us! I am taking enough of a risk as it is!
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